take a relief please

Hye_Hello

sometimes, i always act as a good thinker by thinking for a little minute on how to settle many big problems that come through my mind. without hesitation, i ponder when i gonna be a "somebody" that will treat patients using stethoscope on the chair,  in a mini room,with a nametag in my white-long jacket. hohoo.

 oh no! my mind turn blank. come on Ash,that assignment is not really tough as you thought.

why i must speak like this? it heard like "someone gonna be crazy"..don't u afraid if it really occurs right now? OMG,please protect me from any fool @ fuck @ stupid thing like that.. bla,bla,bla. 

actually, i'm really stress right now. if someone intrupt me at this" hot time", maybe my mouth will start to sound like this, "Please don't disturb me!". or otherwise, ur face will feel my slap. pupp!! no,no,no! 

when i otw to the college, someone asked me : hey you, your face looked very messy.

me : what? no,no. not really

then, my housemate came towards me and said : u looked like a burnt pancake

me : hey, what's wrong with pancake?

he stunt for a while. : no, i must go now. he left me alone without looking at my face

me : shit! it's my fault!

when i came back to the house, i dashed to the kitchen. pretend to cook without sounding any word,even 

making "cough".

i try to be a "man". a gentleman. 

me : i'm sorry for what have happened just now

he : never mind. i've forgot it

me : i hugged him [as my best friend .please.no misunderstand here okay]

he : it's okay. -he smiled!-

he shaked my hand and said : i've forgive u. let's eat!! 

oh no! he laughed loudly . i shocked!  and ,..

"come on bro..if u have any problem,just tell me.don't mad like this."

i sighed a relief. "i'm okay.nothing to be worried"

p/s : i'm glad to have a very nice friend like him. pray for us to be best friend forever !